I am currently watching the Ohio State and Navy Game. I am also downloading I-Tunes on Jen’s Laptop. I really want that new Hillsong CD:Tear Down The Walls. I am eating some pizza, pizza rolls, nacho cheese doritos and drinking some hawiian punch.
I am watching this game and I got to thinking about some random things. I thought let me write these down to get them out of my head. So, here it is….
THE CHURCH
It really bothers me when the “church” gets into this numbers game, and claim people as theirs as if the people are not soul but a number. We have become so obessed with numbers and having the biggest church in the area that i believe we have forgotten the care of the people we have.
Then you have this denomination problem, and how we can associate with people because they are not the same belief or denomination. I believe this is really hurting the move of God. (Well one of many things.) If we all can just come together and just do the Jesus mentality in ministry the church will grow, and God will move stronger than ever.
I believe God never intended his church to be divided. Division brings nothing but brokeness and bitterness. My prayer is to find out how we can fix this? How can the Lutherns, Penecostals, Baptist, Chatolics, Etc get together and do God’s work.
Where Am I At Right Now In Life?
I have been working alot at my current job. The benefits of that is with the overtime comes alot more money. I like it, but I really would like to get into fulltime ministry. i know that is where God is leading me, but have to be patient. I am doing as much ministry now so when the tim comes i can be prepared.
God Is Speaking To Me
The importance of the slience of life. You know the times when he is not moving or speaking. He brought to my mind the story of Elijha on the mountain and how can came to him in a form of a whisper. God has been speaking to me about the importance of his silence and how it helps us grow.
Sometimes I believe we drownd out his voice with the noise we create. We create this noise in hopes to get his presnce in our services or our lives. If you take a look at the bible God moved most when he had his peoples attention in the slinece of their lives.
God has been working in me. The slience is more attractive to me right now. I want to know his secrets and desires. The noise in my life needs to be shut out. The noise from the cell phone, television, and friends. That noise has been blocking his voice from my life. I am going to try to get it back.
JEN
Right now I am excited for what is to come in the next 6 – 12 months. I finally found someone who makes me happy. She is a amazing girl whom my heart always wanted. I was once a man that was afraid to take it to the next level because of the thought of passing up on someone better. I know it sounds wrong and shadey. That was my mind set. I now no long think that.
Jen is the girl I know I want, and I know there can be no one better. We do not have a perfect relationship, but we really do love each other. That is what will get us through anything.
My Last Thoughts….
I am deeply bummed by basbeball. First the steriods, and now this money thing. Sports in general are getting ridiculious, but baseball is offering these 3 years 140 million dollar deals. I mean serious. We have a nation in reccesion and here a sports orgination can pay a player 140 million. People please put a salary cap on baseball.
Also, please stop with the whole Michael Vick thing. Yes he did wrong. Yes he should not of done it. He made a mistake. He did his time. Lets move on and let him play.
Thank You
P.S.
Ohio Sate may have Running Back Issues. Heron has not impressed me in this game. Hopefully they can fix this. Well OSU is up by 8 and Pyror threw and Int. 3 minutes left and Navy is moving down the field good. Oh Boy!!!
